I know, I haven't posted in like a million years, but I am going to try and be more active on here again. So, topic for the day- my needing a serious diet! All summer long my youngest sister was diet crazy and it paid off for her, she looks amazing. Me, on the other hand, enjoyed fast food, a new deep fryer, and a sedentary lifestyle. Needless to say, my body reflect that and the stress I was under. Shan tried to get me on board with her, but I hate diets and I was way too lazy about going to the gym.
Last Wednesday, I had an audition to get a cocktailing job. For the audition all the girls had to walk around in a bikini and heels and dance and show our personalities. Kay, my best friend and roommate, lent me her super shiny pink bikini to make sure I stood out. When I put it on, what really stood out to me was how bad my body looks. My hips and thighs are just so huge and my stomach is nowhere near flat. It makes sense since I am in the 140s now. Not that that is a bad weight for my height, but it's not a weight I am happy with. I am happiest when I am like 120 so I have freaking 20lbs to lose, or 20lbs of fat to convert into muscle so that I can enjoy looking at my naked body again.
My plan is this. For at least three days I am going to be doing a "detox" by juicing. Technically I don't have a juicer so I'm doing the next best thing and bought a bunch of the Naked juice blends and am going to only drink those. Hopefully this will help to clean out my body and kick start the process of getting back a sexy figure. I am also going to start running and working out with Kay.
I'm most worried about my will power. I HATE dieting and I'm so picky that I don't know that I will like the juices and will give up. I'm worried that I will find a million excuses to not work out. I'm worried that I will actually get fatter.
So, here I go. Once I post this I am walking into my kitchen and picking out one of the six juices (that cost me freaking $21!) and making a meal of it. Tonight, I'll pick out another. Kay promised to yell at me if she saw me trying to cheat. Hopefully, in three days I will be posting on here how it is all going.
XOXO,
KABO
