So, as has been the topic of many of my posts, I have finally weaned Kiera from breastfeeding. I am so proud of myself for going almost 16 months. It was a difficult, but very rewarding journey, from start to finish. I overcame obstacles with low supply, pumping at work issues, constant opinions from people about breastfeeding, and in the end made my daughter happy and healthy.
With my milk supply slowly drying up from lack of use, I have come into a very big issue. One of my favorite features for years was my awesome rack. I was a natural 34 DD and they sat nice and perky. Upon getting pregnant they got even better for a few months and then gravity set it. Once Kiera was born and I started nursing her they were up and down depending on how full they were. I hoped that as soon as I weaned her they would shrink up and look much like they used to. In the last few weeks they have gotten so disgusting. Instead of tightening up, they have gone completely flat on the top half and so saggy on the bottom half that I can fit 3-4 fingers between them and the skin that should be under them, not behind them. To say I am devastated would be an understatement.
I have always wanted to get a boob job. Before, many people thought I was crazy because I was naturally pretty lucky. Now, I see it as a necessity. While some women would say that my new body just shows how much love I have for my daughter and that I am a real woman for being a mom, I just see that as bullshit. I'm so happy that I was able to have a healthy baby and basically give her control of my body for over two years (remember nine months of pregnancy plus near sixteen months of nursing), but now I'm ready to feel like a woman again. I want to bust out all my low-cut shirts and cute bikini tops and feel like a supermodel in them. Currently, they all just make me so self-conscious. I want to feel sexy naked. Right now, I look at my chest and want to bust into tears.
I know that I can be dramatic. I know that most people would think wanting implants as a mother is absurd, but at the end of the day, I need to do what will make me feel happy in my skin. So, now I need ya'lls help. What are the best and worst plastic surgeons in Las Vegas? What kind of breast implants did you or someone you know get? What do you see as the positives and negatives of certain types of implants? Did you breastfeed and need to get implants after to correct the damage that breastfeeding did to your tatas? Comment here, email me (kabowrites@Hotmail.com), or text me (702)-445-1183 with your thoughts and advice. Thanks!
XOXO,
KABO
