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Well things in my life have been crazy.  I've been doing well in school which is all that matters to me in my life right now honestly.  Work was out of control on Friday and if I didn't need the money for bills I would not go back. It wasn't the people because they were all very nice to me, but rather my coworkers. I was busy and there was miscommunication between my manager and me (or rather NO communication from him to me) and how he reacted was beyond wrong. Basically I think I am going to start looking for another job because I don't think that is the kind of environment that I want to be a part of. Idk maybe I'm overreacting and everything will be fine when I go in again on Wednesday.  For now I'm going to make notecards up and memorize everything about that fucking menu so that I don't really have to talk to anyone for any reason other then the bare minimum. I don't trust anyone there anymore and I really don't know if I ever will, it's like that saying, give the people the rope and let them hang themselves.  I gave everyone a chance and their true colors came out, I don't care if you are stressed out, so was I but last time I checked I wasn't treating everyone there like shit.

On a different note, my friend Dusten came into town and it was so nice to see him. Rufus absolutely ate him up, like loved him so much that he wouldn't leave poor Dusten alone and I had to put him in his box so that he would calm down (which didn't really work). It is so great to catch up and talk to someone who is on the same page as me with how he feels about life. It seems like lately I've been gravitating towards friends with the same outlook and shedding those friends who are still immature and whatnot.  Funny though, apparently Dusten was told that his ex (also my ex "best friend") was being cheated on by her bf, who Dusten was also told doesn't really even like her but just keeps her around for some reason.  I don't know what the truth of the matter is and it doesn't affect my life in any way but I find it a bit funny because she is such a hanious, selfish, bitch that it would almost be karma getting her back if that were the case. Like I said though, it really doesn't matter to me.

So on to much more interesting things...if you read this COMMENT it! I mean I know I get a reader here and there so let me know what you think about whatever I have to say, well I guess only if it's not a super mundane post that it.

How do you feel about being a vegetarian?  For me, I hate that animals get killed so harshly but that just feels so far removed from me that it's hard to use that as a reason to not eat meat.  What really gets me is how I feel when I eat meat compared to how I feel when I don't.  These days I feel just as full, if not fuller, when I eat a salad as I used to when I would eat a steak. Taking meat out of my diet is hard but so worth it in the end. Yeah I cheat every now and again, but I ALWAYS regret it because it gives me the worst stomach ache. It's really hard to feel guilty about eating a salad so yeah. Ok I'm kinda not making sense so I'm gunna say goodbye now and maybe bring this topic up another time that isn't 4am.

Love and Kisses,
KABO